Same, as a dev with ADHD, the coding was always the easier part.
I've hated LLMs because the wall of text generated by all my colleagues when I ask questions or they need to document anything has largely become indigestible and they took away the part I really enjoyed - deep focus on a precise problem.
Finding Hermes has been a real game changer for me, I can set the rules for the output and most of all executive function goes from intent to execution rather than deliberate effort to enforce habits to try function.