This reads somewhat like the older I get the less morals I have. If you have a hard time seeing the wild amount of bad in the world right now you're probably profiting from it in some way.

Or you lack perspective.

Also, it's not about not being able to see any bad, but some things that obviously seemed correct, stop seeming so obvious.

Reminds me of that clip where a man in some TV show gets slapped by the woman host and he slaps her back. Then a bunch of men from the audience come to beat him up. It's one thing to have the moral "never hit a woman" and "protect women", but if women abuse these views to mistreat and humiliate others without consequence, that doesn't seem right either.

It doesn't seem right for the men to have beat him up for defending himself. They thought they were being moral, but they weren't.

Sometimes moral views can require nuance.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4akMaeZ0-k&t=58

Speaking of perspective and nuance: violent self defense is justified to defend one's safety. But a slap by, let's be honest, a relatively physically weak person is not a credible threat to safety. It's just an insult.

On the other hand, physical abuse of women by men is much more common and dangerous, and there's a utilitarian argument that society should treat it more harshly. Not saying the guys beating up the other guy were moral, but it's easy to argue they were closer.