Same! To the point that when I'm home I'm usually playing outdoor ambient noise mimicking that.

https://moodist.mvze.net/

No doubt this website has a better range of sounds, but this is also built into iOS/MacOS as an accessibility feature which means you can use it even when offline.

https://support.apple.com/en-gb/guide/mac-help/mchl3061cdc6/...

ooooo thank you for this link!!! its weirdly hard for me to find ones i like on youtube. this huge for me haha

mynoise.net is the GOAT I think :}