Grombobulous says "I’m not anti-capitalist at all".
Nonsense. You are a simple study and you are envious. There are good reasons why envy is listed as one of the "Seven Deadly Sins". See Wikipedia:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Envy
Reading "St. Augustine on Envy" might help:
https://fountainofelias.blogspot.com/2019/08/st-augustine-on...
Thomas Aquinas on Envy:
https://www.newadvent.org/summa/3036.htm
Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy on Envy: