>I don't think it's possible to live without resentment for the technology keeping you alive.

> Somewhere in the back of my head, something is always screaming: it's fucking stupid that I have to do this at all!!

I think it all comes down to this attitude. Interesting with the self awareness in other parts of the article.

I too get frustrated when I feel vulnerable and helpless. What helps me is reflecting on all the capabilities i actually have. They might feel less bitter and dependent if they try injecting manually. Then a pump isn't a life necessity, but a convenience.