As ytcracker says:

    Lost a lot of my people to drugs and jail
    And suicide cause we do or die
    Thats the way this thing goes with my crew and i
    But i guess that we all keep it moving right
    Terminal eternally but you know that i ain't sick
    Out here idling on my nick
    While i go ahead and do another magic trick

I'm sorry for your loss. I've lost many to all of these. The worst is someone I was in federal prison with and would hang out with daily. He got out and got on Fentanyl and was so messed up he literally burned alive after his house caught on fire. Rest in piece Daniel.