> I'm running like 5 full-featured, working side projects concurrently none of them making money currently.

Just stop. Turn them off. Don’t renew the domains. People think that nothing should ever disappear from the internet, ever, but they can either pay you or shout into the void. You owe the tech world nothing.

I can't because one of those is a low-code/no-code platform which I've used to build and run my 6th startup with a co-founder who relies on me... And it works very well. I mentally cannot abandon a project that works better than alternatives. I cannot justify it to myself. If it sucked, I would easily abandon it. But it's very good, flexible and reliable so I cannot find the motivation to give up. It's a weird situation where it would require more effort from me to give up than to keep it running.

There needs be a reason to give up something. I cannot find any such reason. If I gave up on it, my entire worldview would collapse and I don't know what monster I would turn into.