Man this was sad. The part of the word that you are about to get ready and leave for work next morning. Have to login to check your emails. I am an introvert though usually do work from home guy and in 33+ age group. I had to resign recently and then I tried to get the job back. It was hard to get it. I am sales guy thoigh. Your expense just stop being regular now. But I hope the skills you have are going to get you a job in no time.