This is a throwaway so I can be dumb and learn stuff

Career/partial life bio

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Feb 2026

I did my first weekend of no drinking, wrote my own code, was good, put the money I would have spent on alcohol towards debt.

Another potential interview for AI Applications Engineer damn that's the hotness right now. I have fear, self-doubt but I'm doing it now. I need the upside, get out of debt faster. I feel like I've gained control of my life again, I've reduced the amount of money I was giving away every month to my families eg. $2.5K+ vs. $600 per month. Also not going out anymore or hitting the strip club dropping $1.2K a night. I want my desert ranch, sports car and no 9-5 job.

Previous mental samples

https://pastebin.com/XZWrf7kg (Jan 2026) https://pastebin.com/KYN3SpMf (2025) https://pastebin.com/5xCTbGsu (2023 - Mar 2025)